Stupid fuckin' people
Hypocratic, selfish, violent
"Oh, I don't owe anything to you" they say
That's the fuckin' problem
Our world is full of swines
Yesterday I was told that a girl wanted to hang a cat from out yard just for fun
I want to rip her goddamn guts out
Sometimes ppl tell me I'm strange and sick and that I must go to an asylum
The people who lied to me before and themselves are mentally ill
Who betrayed me
Why don't they go there themselves? Noooooo, they believe they're saints. Sick people, damaged people.
I don't want to go to my university anymore. Too many humans. I have never lived in a big city and I'm totally stressed out. I spend minimum 2 hours to get there from my small town. No friends there, not even relatives.
I'm starting to get feeling that I don't even exist. No one notices me really. I'm dreaming about falling asleep and never waking up. Pills don't help at all.
So lost and tired. Wanna hide, wanna rest... One day I'll find what I'm looking for